There are so many upsides to having a very public life and awesome people who follow you and love what you do. But there are also a lot of downsides to it as well...
A lot of people would probably say that the hate and abuse is the worst, but that part doesn't bother me. It's one person who says something to or about me and that is fine, when it's coming out of their mouth it's automatically their opinion which I could not care less about if I tried.
But when people start stealing my identity, stealing my pictures, making fake accounts, that's where I draw the line. 712 people follow this fake account of mine, that has basically taken all my information and just put it on a new account. And this is not okay. At all. I don't want anyone in the world to actually think that this is harmless 'cause it's not.
Post my pictures in albums and naming them "SADIST", that is not okay. If this was something that was "just for fun" or like the hate - just was someone's random opinion, I wouldn't care. But these kinds of things can seriously harm me professionally as well and I cannot accept that.
My account on Facebook is completely public and if you want to follow me, go right ahead, I am fine with that. If I wasn't I would have made it private. And I think if I made it private these kinds of accounts would be way more common 'cause people do like to follow what I do and might not reflect over the authenticity of the account they follow. That is the truth. But it just disgusts me so much when people do this. I am not flattered at all.
They can literally write ANYTHING in my name and people who don't know that it's a fake will believe that's how I feel or that's what I believe. I hope all of you understand how fucked up that is...
I have reported this account and two others and they were removed this morning. Facebook is pretty quick at dealing with stuff like this, but sometimes they don't follow through which is very annoying. I just hope that shit like this will never get me into trouble 'cause it's just so unfair. I know, life isn't fair and I've chosen this for myself, that is true. But I still wanted to talk about it with y'all so you know how I feel.
To end this post on a happier note, I just wanted to mention on of my favorite things with having all these awesome followers on the Internet: It's when someone who is rather "new" to the gang asks a question about something, like my ear size or my tattoos or anything else really, and before I have a chance to answer, one of you guys answer them for me. That just makes my heart grow 5 sizes haha :') It's like we're all buddies and you guys have got my back. It has happened that people answer fucked up things that are not true at all and that's kinda annoying hahaha, but most of you are awesome and I just wanted to thank y'all for hanging with me and including new people into the group! xxx